Hello there my name is Jessica i thought about how to start my blog and bigin my crazy life story i gues i could start from the begining ''It all began when my dad walked out on me and mom he just decided he wanted more one day and he left and never even called ''my mom went into a deep depretion and began drinking and over time when the booz wasent enough she found Meth and what ever she could find to get high and that usualy led to many different men spending the night at the house ..

Anyways i wont get to into that shit lets just say it wasent a good way to grow up and just like my dad i walked out and left my mom i just felt i couldent take it anymore and even having no where to live was better than being with my mom ''It was the scariest thing not having anywhere to go or sleep it was jusy me and one little bag with all my belongings at the time i thought i couldent go any lower or worst than it was but i quickly found out i was very wrong .

When you leeve home like i did you dont think about what you need and all i had was about 200 dallars so it wasent getting me far and withen 2 weeks  week i had nothing  thats when i met Summer that wasent her real name it was her street name you see she walked the streets pulling tricks to make her money and she did pretty good for herself she even had her own appartement so it wasent long before she took me under her wing and even gave me a place to live ''it was a two bedroom place so i had my own room it was great ''Summer was way older than me and knew way more about life than i ever did she knew the streets well and knew where to go to meet men and make her money .

While Summer was out sucking cock to make a buck i was this inocent girl that never even touched a mans cock let alone put one in my mouth ''I knew what Summer was doing every night her cell phone would go off and she would leave sometimes they came over and went into her room or i would stay in mine eather way i could hear them fucking and it was at times crazy '' I one night telling Summer i wanted to help out and make money at first she was against it but after talking about it she agreed and she invited two men over for a party ''She invited kevin and randy two men in there late 50s they where regulars and just wanted what there wives wouldent do sexualy ''They came over and we sat for a few minutes having a drink Summer picked Randy to play with so i had kevin or should i say he had me ''Every thing happend so fast first Summer began to suck randys cock right there on the couch it was so wierd seeing her with his cock in her mouth right there in front of me ''Kevin was sitting next to me on the love seat and took out his hard cock then looked at me as he sat there holding his cock he said to me ''its all for you little girl ''i looked at him then over at summer she was getting face fucked hard by randy ''

I was so nervouse and scared all i could do was think about what summer was doing so i moved closer then bent over i was going to take it slow and give it a try but i soon found out Trever had other plans ''As i bent over Kevin grabed my head and forced my face into his crotch telling me to suck his cock the first time i kept my mouth closed and his cock missed then he pulled my head back and did it again this time my mouth was open and his cock went in fast and hard i could hear him telling me '''suck my cock you dirty girl suck it good ''i couldent breath he was fucking my mouth so fast and hard holding my hair tightly all i could do was hold my mouth wide open and let him do his thing ''Kevin pulled his cock out of my mouth then told me to get on my knees so i did then he went back to fucking my mouth ''this wasent my idea of having my first experience with a man ''this was not fun he was using my mouth as a fuck toy and didnt care how it made me feel it was all about him and getting off''

Like alot of girls i though my first time was going to be with my boyfriend someone i loved not with some creepy old man i just met ''I found out alot about myself that nigh like how it felt to be humiliated and disscrased ''how your skin feels so dirty after and how having as many showers as i did it never takes the dirty feeling away ''I found out that when a man pays for you he feels that he can do whatevere he wants to you and you just have to take it ''Kevin had no idea this was my first time and as his hand made its way up my skirt all i could do was open my legs and let him and it wasent long before i felt his finger going into my pussy''he fingerd me for a few minutes as i stroked his cock he kept telling me i was very tight and couldent wait to get his cock into me ..

Kevin had enough of fingering me and pulled my panties down then told me to get onto top of him as he sat there on the couch summer was on the floor riding randys cock so i did what kevin wanted i got on him and he guided his hard cock into my pussy he couldent believe how tight i was forcing me down by my hips ''i hid my feelings and just let him feed his cock into me and it was all over in just a few minutes he fucked me took my cherry and blew his load all in just 2 minutes .''not very romantic is it'' 

After Randy was finished with summer we switched and Randy fucked me as Kevin fucked Summer it was so wierd sucking Randys after it was in summer it was all slippery and tasted strange ''We spent the night going from one to the other Both randy and kevin liked my pussy better because it was so tight compared to summers pussy at one point both men fucked me as summer watched .

I never knew what to expect that night but even my wildest dreams couldent have goten me ready fot what went on in that appartment not just that night but many nights after that ''I found out that no is never the right answer because they dont care anyways there going to do whatever they want weather you like it or not so you  might as well give in and go with it. i also found out that its only when you truly hate yourself that you just dont care anymore what they do to you your mind just blocks it all out ..

No one ever asked me if i wanted to suck there cocks not one man in all the years i sold myself no one asked if i wanted to fuck or if i wanted it up my ass they just helped themselves to my body and i took it all with a smile on my face ..I mans ego is so big all it ever took was a few words like ''your the biggest i ever had''or you feel so good ''to make them a regular and pay money .

Over the years i met alot of men some where good to me and some where not so good i took alot of hits at times i truly thought i was going to be killed ''Most of the men where married with families they just wanted to do things that they couldent do at home ''i had a few men bring that would bring there  daughters clothes so i could wear them and call them daddy ''I thought its better they fuck me then do something to there own daughters and i tell you it got very disturbing at times what they thought of .After a few weeks i learned how to play the game and played my part i was abel to make them believe i wanted them and wanted what they did to me it just didnt mater anymore this was my life and i had to make the best of it ..

Anyways its like they say ''you lay in the bed you make ''There where nights i was fucking 4 to 5 different men then times when one man would pay for the weekend they where the best because it felt more like a real relationship and i got to spent the weekend in a fancy hotel getting drunk and fucked i also had a regular that would take me to his cabin and all he wanted was to spend time with a young girl i would walk around in my bikini all day then he would fuck me like crazy at night ..

I have so many crazy life storys to tell and i will tell everything and i hope you like them .....