When i think about myself i wonder how the fuck i went from this little inocent girl to someone that sucks her step dads cock and other older men for his entertainment ''Back when my mom was alive things where so different between me and my step dad ''we got along so great right from the start i having feeling of jelousy and even a little hate towards my mom because at the end of the night she took Andy my step dad away from me and into the bedroom i hated it when she would come into my room and i would be with my step dad snuggling and waching vids on my laptop''i used to wish my mom would fall assleep and i would get to have andy for the entire night all to myself ''back then it wasent about sex i just loved being with him feeling his body pressed onto mine the way he played with my hair or rubed my neck .When i told my step dad i had a hard day at school he would rub my neck and shoulders there was nothing i loved more than his strong hands on my skin i knew i was safe as long as andy was with me . 

I never knew my real dad he left before i was born so having a man in the house all the time was strange to me and very new i was so curiouse about his man parts i would here the girls at school talking about there dads and brothers and how they got a glimps of there cocks one girl caught her older brother jerking off .I never had my very own man to spy on so when we moved in together i became this spy that watched him in secret ''You have to understand ''I spent about 7 years in the dark watching and trying to get a look at my step dads cock it drove me insane ''you have no idea what it was like being in my bed snuggling with this man that i thought was the best looking man in the world i would lay there with my head on his chest ''my laptop on his legs as we watched videos ''i tell you it made me so crazy inside looking down his chest my laptop just below his crotch ''i the first time we looked at my laptop my step dad put it on his crotch but the laptop kept going to one side because of his cock inside his pajama pants so he had to put it down further just below his crotch .I cant tell you how many nights i layed there on his chest fantacising about what was in his pajamas ..

I would reach down to type something on the laptop or chande the video and just knowing his cock was right there near my hand made my heart beat like crazy .There was a time when all my friends and other girls in school talked about nothing els but guys and touching there first cock It didnt matter whoes cock we all wanted to see what it was like ''Some girls went to far like Janet ''she had sex with her brother after touching his cock one to many times ''And pamala this girl i know was at a party and her first time was with 3 collage guys and a bottle of whisky she got way more than she bargained for .

That first touch is everything to me i laying there on his chest i had my barbie in my hand and i was making her walk along my step dads chest and stomach i pretended that barbie triped on his belly button and fell over ''At one point barbies feet touched his crotch and i told him i was sorry my step dad said it was ok so i kept playing and it happend again this time it was on purpose i lifted my head up off his chest and looked at him and told him i was sorry again this time he said ''Its ok to be curiouse there is nothing wrong about wondering about men and exploring what they have ''those words opend the doors to a whole new world for me and that night i got my first touch af his cock ''

I will never forget seeing him slowly pull his pajama pants down lifting his butt of the bed as he lowerd them down i layed my head back down onto his chest and there is was the most amazing view of the cock i have been waitting to see for 7 years ''I was totaly amazed as i reached down and touched it ''it was already rock hard as i touched the soft head  then the rest of it .I was so proud of myself i was like my friends and other girls in school i now touched a cock ..I was so curiouse about his cock i must of layed there on his chest playing with his cock for over a hour feeling his balls one at a time then his shaft but for me its the soft head that i love the most even now i love just rolling my tongue around the soft head feeling it get slippery as i make it wet placing the tip of my tongue into the little hole just before he cums to see if i can hold it from comming out .

For me it was a touch me game i would touch him and he would touch me and every small touch made me go a little further wanting to explore his body ''The first time he touched me was the 3rd time i touched him i the feeling of his hand going down my back along my nightie i had on my happy face panties they had a smily face on the back and front ''my step dad made his way down my back then i will never forget the crazy feeling of my nightie being pulled up i layed there holding his hard cock with my head on his chest i could feel my nightie rubbing on my skin as he jentaly lifted it up then i felt his finger on my ass as he ran his finger along the smily face he did it a few times before i felt his finger press my panties jentaly into my butt then he pulled them back out ..

The feeling of his finger as he went along the happy face was amazing just knowing he was touching me down there was enough to make me crazy ''i wanted to make it easier for him to play with my happy face so i got on top of him placing my ass in his face so he could have full acsess to my ass i played with his cock as he made that happy face over and over again on my ass . My step dad knew when it was time to slow down and even back off and that night was one of the first times he did it .

I was loving the feeling of being touched his finger was so amazing on my ass then i d i had a smily face on the front of my panties as well so i got off my step dad and turned around and opend my legs and showed him the happy face on the front he looked at it and reach down and ran his finger along it making the happy face i lifted my hips off the bed as he did it ''after the 3rd time he did it i was so excited that i decided to show him a little more and i pulled my panties down in the front showing him my very hairless and bald pussy i asked him to make the happy face on my bare skin just over my pussy ''he looked at my crotch for a few seconds then told me to cover my pussy back up and it was time for bed then left my room ...

It took a while to understand that i went to far and made him uncomfortable but it all worked out in the end two weeks later i was feeling his thick finger in my pussy as i had my first taste of his cock ''My step dad always made me feel like i was in controle i was the one who let him cum and only when i said it was time ''he would jentaly and slowly play with my pussy touching the smooth skin about it then making his way into me as i licked and sucked his cock its funny because i though that you realy did blow into the little hole thats why they call it a blow job i soon realized i was way off ''I felt like i was in charge i was the one that let him blow his load but only when i let him ''i would lick his cock rolling my little tongue around his very soft head then slide it into my mouth and when i felt it jerk a little and i thought he was going to blow his load i would stop and place my finger over the little hole and i would talk to his cock telling it ''no you cant come out yet im not finished playing with you ''it drove my dad crazy because i wold take him to his limit over and over again and stop just before he blew his load ''its funny because i truly felt his cock understood me and knew what i was telling it ..

Then after some fun and seeing him sufer i let him blow his load and i would watch it come out with amazement ''i loved seeing him cum ....