So what do you think of all this whingeing? Just an old, bitter loner. That’s what I was when I was young, handsome and clever too, so why would things be any better now that I’m an old loser?

I started taking Lion's mane mushroom to improve my memory. I don’t think it works for that. But I do actually feel less anxious and depressed. Off topic? Well, I just wanted somewhere online to write this down, and I hope no one takes medical advice from porn sites.